Congratulations
You could feel like it would be when you were dead.
You could do it.
You have the gift.
Being dead is like to have no heart.
You´re in some boat with everyone around you
but you are not listening, or feeling.
Nothing is right.
But you are a hollow of antimatter.
Everything is disgusting and pitiful, however you cannot feel it anymore
girl, you cannot feel that anymore
Everything
It is being dead, girl.
You feel something so bad inside, but you´re so dead, that you cannot feel.
And it desperates you.
But you´re so dead, but so dead...
that everything is in the bottom.
Everything is so bad than this, but everything was so bad for you sometimes, that your soul is resigned to the enormous loneliness.
It is being dead.
For a moment, that seems like an eternity of pity, you was dead.